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Yes! I lost in for a while during finals ahaha. By the way, I see you’ve been reading the Fault in Our Stars? How do you like bawling for half of a novel?

Do you ever just realize that one day you’re going to die?

And it’s going to be the lack of life. It’s going to be neither pain nor joy nor anger nor sorrow, it’s just going to be oblivion because you’ll be dead and that is that. It can happen at any time, and you’ll never know. There’s always that possibility.

And how most of the time we’re just spinning and spinning in this little wheel of non-existence. We’re not living just breathing, not enjoying just laughing, not participating but existing. Stuff like that. I mean, you hear about it a lot. Live life for today. Appreciate the present because you’ll never know what is going to happen. But do you ever just sit down sometimes and it hits you: this is my chance, my one chance, and then one day I’m just going to end? What if there isn’t any form of afterlife? No floating ghost shenanigans as you watch who shows up to your funeral? I’m not saying this as a way to say “oh sure, just go on and live life to the fullest” because of course it isn’t that easy. I just am beginning to be incapable of coping with the reality of how short time is and how abrupt death is and how everything just seems so meaningless in the grand schemes of things yet at the moment it is all that matters and what can any of us do?

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"Oh shut up. Every time it rains, it stops raining. Every time you hurt, you heal. After darkness, there is always light and you get reminded of this every morning but still you choose to believe that the night will last forever. Nothing lasts forever. Not the good or the bad. So you might as well smile while you’re here."

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"You’re an expatriate. You’ve lost touch with the soil. You get precious. Fake European standards have ruined you. You drink yourself to death. You become obsessed with sex. You spend all your time talking, not working. You are an expatriate, see? You hang around cafes."

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"It’s true, I am afraid of dying. I am afraid of the world moving forward without me, of my absence going unnoticed, or worse, being some natural force propelling life on. Is it selfish? Am I such a bad person for dreaming of a world that ends when I do? I don’t mean the world ending with respect to me, but every set of eyes closing with mine."

Jonathan Safran Foer, Everything is Illuminated (via serialstranger)